More than Words - Westlife

Saying I love you  
Is not the words I want to hear from you   
It's not that I want you  
Not to say, but if you only knew  
How easy it would be to show me how you feel 
More than words is all you have to do to make it real  
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me  
Cos I'd already know
 
What would you do if my heart was torn in two 
More than words to show you feel  
That your love for me is real  
What would you say if I took those words away  
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Is more than words 
Is more than what you say
Is thing you do (oh yeah)

Is more than words 
Is more than what you say 
Is thing you do (oh yeah)

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand  
All you have to do is close your eyes  
And just reach out your hands and touch me  
Hold me close don't ever let me go  
More than words is all I ever needed you to show  
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me  
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two  
More than words to show you feel  
That your love for me is real  
What would you say if I took those words away  
Then you couldn't make things new 
Just by saying I love you

When You Love Someone - Endah N Rhesa

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream 
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life 
But I still have a time to break a silence 
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you 
When you hold your love 
Don't ever let it go 
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life 
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you 
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I'm so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long 
But when love comes it can't be wrong 
Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want 
Cause love will find the way.... 

When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you 
When you hold your love 
Don't ever let it go 
Or you will loose your chance 
To make your dreams come true...

Cerita Calon Bidan Serba Nyeleh (CABEH) - Part 1

Pertama kali baca buku Ferdiriva yg judulnya CADO-CADO, jujur aja dr ceritanya hampir sm apa yg gue alamin sendiri sebagai calon bidan, bedanya ya dia pas koas, gue pas dinas.

jadi gini, semua berawal dr keinginan gue buat jd tenaga kesehatan, ya sebut saja bidan. ga pernah terpikirkan sebelumnya, jangankan terpikirkan, terbayangkan aja kaga, buat gue jadi bidan, masih awam banget sm jurusan ini, profesi ini juga. orang tua yang meyakinkan buat ambil jurusan ini, tapi dlm hati gue mikir, salah ngga ya gue jadi calon bidan?
Ini adalah pengalaman gue dr semester I-IV, lika-liku dinas, naik turun mood, susah senang jd mahasiswa kebidanan, tertulis disini...

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Singkat cerita, setelah apa yg dilalui, tibalah di akhir semester I, kita dpt tugas observasi di puskesmas tentang mata kuliah Konsep Kebidanan. Excited tp ga ngerti jg seperti apa gambarannya, konon katanya dr cerita mahasiswa angkatan diatas gue, ya cuma sekedar ngeliat org bersalin aja, kedengerannya sih ga tegang, cuma liat doang mah selow~

gue dpt observasi di salah satu Puskesmas di Jakarta, wew~
Hari pertama dinas: Pakaian rapi, semangat 45, senyum 3 cm kanan kiri, persis kaya anggota DPRD yg menang pemilu, sumringah gitu, namanya juga anak semester I, dan kita naik elf (semacam mobil jemputan kelas atas gitu), kalo diibaratkan itu kondisi yg hampir mirip dgn TNI yg siap berangkat menuju medan perang, dr asrama kita dilepas dengan penuh haru oleh Mamih (sebutan org tua asuh kita di asrama, orangnya baik deh)... *sehh, kerudungan gue berkibar-kibar gitu*

belum juga napas, tiba-tiba temen satu tempat dinas ngomong kalo dosen pembimbing udah dateng, dia marah-marah karena kita telat, spontan yg tadinya happy berubah jd gemeteran, ibarat kata, baru jg menginjakkan kaki masa udah ditimpa bom atom~
kita turun terburu-buru dan pontang-panting kuadrat, bayangin aja, naik elf, pake hak sepatu 3 cm, dan hrs cepet sampe dlm puskesmas, pdhl kita diturunin agak jauh dr depan puskesmas, rempong deh, sumpeh...

"Eh, eh Bu Srimul mana?"
"Itu dia, stt, yg rapi, yg rapi", kata ketua kelompok gue..
"6S jgn lupa (Senyum, Salam, Sapa, Sopan, Santun, Sabar)"
gue : nyengir se nyengir-nyengirnya, mata berbinar-binar
Bu Srimul : "kamu ngapain disitu, udah ayo cepet masuk, udah telat, malah cengar-cengir"
gue: *retak*

selepas itu, kita masuk, ketemu sm CI RB, abis itu orientasi ruangan. ga lama kemudian, karena Bu Srimul ada acara jd dia pulang duluan. Kita bagi ruangan dan pertama kali gue dapet di bagian KB.

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Di ruang KB, ada mahasiswa yg lg magang, trs bidannya 2 org, ramah-ramah bidannya.

Ada pasien pertama, behhh~ perasaan gue udah kaya kucing 3 hari ga makan trs ngeliat ikan asin...

Bidan: "Ade (ngeliat ke gue)"

gue: "iya ka"

bidan: "tolong pegangin anaknya ya"

gue: "Iya ka" (mata berbinar-binar) ----pdhl hanya disuruh menggendong anak bayi umur 3 bulan, perasaan gue kaya diobatkan sbg Presiden

*ibunya mau cek IUD gitu katanya, ga terlalu paham sih tp bidannya ngebolehin kita liat*

gue: "Ibu ayo semangat (sambil mainin tangan anaknya)"

ibunya: "aduh!"

seisi ruangan: "kenapa Bu?"

ibunya: "aduh itu anak saya diapain?"

gue: *cengo* "digendong ko bu, beneran deh." *hening*

terus menerus begitu sampai pasien ketiga, gue udah terampil bgt gendong bayi, pdhl sebelum ini, gue paling takut gendong bayi, berasa rapuh trs kecil bgt gitukan badannya...

pasien keempat, gue lg ga tugas gendong bayi, ya berarti obsevasi, ibunya mau pasang IUD...

dr alat yg disiapin itu masih asing bgt, ya mungkin karena pas semester I emang gue blm bljr KB, tp jd makin penasaran aja...

Proses dimulai:

1. bidannya melakukan PD

gue: *ngilu sendiri, nelen ludah sebisanya*

2. bidannya masukin spekulum

gue: *alamakjang, itu benda apaan, dimasukin ke 'itu', ciyusan? sumpe? sakit ga ya*

3. spekulum dikeluarin

gue: "aduduh"

4. spekulum kedua dimasukin

gue: "o my god! again?"

5. IUD dipasang

6. Spekulum dicopot

7. Selesai

pas selesai, gue membayangkan seolah-olah bidannya kaya Farah Quin dan bilang "Walla, This is it, Cara pasang IUd ala Bidan", trs pasiennya keluar sambil mengibaskan rambutnya...

demi apapun, gue bakal melalui tahap itutuh? duh...

Belum genap jam makan siang, temen gue sms.

"da, buruan turun ke RB, ada yg lg partus"

----- lanjut part 2------